Fade~Out

yo!

2005-03-05T18:40:06Z

I'm still here, believe it or not. I don't write in here ever. If you'd like to read my bloop, then just comment here and i will send you a link to it. I just keep this one hangin around so i an read people's diaries that are on friends only....but yeah...my real life and drama is in my bloop.

shoutbox test

2003-10-31T04:31:49Z

whyyyyyyy

test

2003-10-31T01:56:26Z

minichat 2

0 && strlen($message) > 0) {

// If the fields are too long, then chop them to the limits.
if (strlen($nick) > $nick_size) {
$nick = substr($nick, 0, $nick_size);
}
if (strlen($message) > $message_size) {
$message = substr($message, 0, $message_size);
}

// Remove new line characters from the input.
$nick = str_replace("\n", " ", $nick);
$message = str_replace("\n", " ", $message);

// Enforce the maximum word size by breaking up $message into lines.
$message = preg_replace("/([^\s]{20})/", "$1\n", $message);

// Now we can encode the nick and message into HTML.
$nick = htmlentities($nick);
$message = htmlentities($message);

// Now replace the new line characters in $message.
$message = str_replace("\n", "
", $message);

// The IP address of the poster, web cache or whatever.
$ip = $_SERVER['REMOTE_ADDR'];
$time = date("j M Y - G:i:s T");

// Check to see if the 'latest' and 'archive' files exist and can be written to.
if (!is_writable($latest) || !is_writable($archive)) {
// Touch both files.
touch($latest);
touch($archive);
if (!is_writable($latest) || !is_writable($archive)) {
exit("$latest or $archive is not writable. Please check your permissions and try again.");
}
}

// Read every line of the 'latest' file into an array.
$lines = file($latest);
$bottom_index = count($lines);

// Note that each entry takes up 4 lines.
$line_ip = "\n";
$line_nick = "* Posted by $nick\n";
$line_time = "on $time
\n";
$line_message = "$message

\n";

$entry = $line_ip . $line_nick . $line_time. $line_message;

$already_posted = 0;
for ($i = 3; $i < $bottom_index; $i += 4) {
if ($lines[$i] == $line_message) {
$already_posted = 1;
break;
}
}

if ($already_posted == 0) {
// Now rebuild the 'latest' file.
// Start by entering the new entry at the top.
$out = fopen($latest, "w");
fwrite($out, $entry);

// Then write all other entries except the oldest.
if ($bottom_index >= $size * 4) {
$bottom_index = $size * 4 - 4;
}
for ($i = 0; $i < $bottom_index; $i++) {
fwrite($out, $lines[$i]);
}
fclose($out);

// Also append the entry to the archive file.
$out = fopen($archive, "a");
fwrite($out, $entry);
fclose($out);
}
else {
// This avoided a "probably accidental" repost.
}

}
else {
echo "You must fill in both fields

";
}
}
else {
// This avoided a deliberate repost, maybe we should say something?
}

}

// include the latest comments on the page.
if (file_exists($latest)) {
include($latest);
}

?>

the whisper of my heart

2003-05-08T03:52:01Z

I didn't write this, Nikki did, and accidentally posted it on my journal instead of her own cuz I was signed in..lol You silly girl :P But yeah, I think I'll keep it here, just because. I love you.

the things you'll never know;
how much you truly mean to me.
you love me for me,
no acceptions.
take one look at me,
judge me by my essence.
look me straight in the eye
to see my pain.
when all you need to do
is hold me...
then again i am free.
you tought me a language
only the heart can speak.
never have i felt like this.
never have i wanted everything
when its all you given me.
soul searching is never enough,
but when you have someone who loves you
by your side
it makes all the while.
distance may be between us,
but it doesn't take away
the karma of our souls.

cries

2003-04-08T18:25:46Z

My head hurts so bad. I cant stand this anymore. need to make it stop, once and for all. I can't fucking do it anymore

hmm

2003-04-05T17:55:44Z

SO here i am. Finally have a live journal...lol I have nothing to say. I probably wont write much, and i'll probably just post what i post in my FOD here...but i wanted an accout so i can check up on some Live Journal friends *winks*
Nothing to say....as usual

Fade~Out

yo!

shoutbox test

test

the whisper of my heart

*cries*

hmm

cries